aargh.

[sexyscholar]

writer's envy is threatening to consume me.

i will never be able to convey ideas as clearly or blisteringly as the way others have done in the things i've been reading. i know i have my own writer's "voice" and all that, but i'm becoming more and more convinced that it doesn't have anything good to say.

i feel like a fucking failure right now.

i'm going to blame it on residual pms, i think.

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[pixvix.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I know the feeling! I have pretty much given up on writing...but if YOU stop...I might hurt you!!! You had me going nuts just over that little Adrian/Draco snippet you posted!

[sexyscholar.livejournal.com]

You are the sweetest. Thank you for saying so, and I'm thrilled you liked it so much!

I do hope to come back to that after I'm done with the Crown of Rope thing.

But, another Ron/Draco/Adrian thing sprang up in my head a few days ago, involving a bondage club owned by Adrian, Ron as an enthusiastic BDSM novice and Draco in leather -- in a cage.

IDEK.

[pixvix.livejournal.com]

Draco in leather -- in a cage.

....O_o....I have this...thing...for Draco in leather. He looks good in leather...sorry I think my mind has melted so I'm going to be rambling for hours now....

[sexyscholar.livejournal.com]

I like rambling! I do it all the time.

Yeah. I was listening to this song, and I got this image of a leather-clad Draco dancing in a cage, his hair in a top-knot and a collar around his neck that's chained to the cage so he can't get away without permission.

Adrian's permission, as he would be his "pet."

...

O__o