reality check

i got one.

and it hurt, but.

in a good way. because i desperately needed it.

i've allowed things to take me away from valuable friendships that i've spent a lot time and, in some cases, tears, to build.

i got a wake-up call that shit ain't right. and i stand to lose something very precious.

so.

to anyone out there that cares about any of the crap i say here.

to you.

i'm trying to find my way back.

maybe you'll wait for me, and maybe you won't.

but know that i receive you loud and clear.

and i thank you for giving enough of a shit to say what needed to be said.