and it hurt, but.
in a good way. because i desperately needed it.
i've allowed things to take me away from valuable friendships that i've spent a lot time and, in some cases, tears, to build.
i got a wake-up call that shit ain't right. and i stand to lose something very precious.
to anyone out there that cares about any of the crap i say here.
i'm trying to find my way back.
maybe you'll wait for me, and maybe you won't.
but know that i receive you loud and clear.
and i thank you for giving enough of a shit to say what needed to be said.